Date: Tue, 16 Oct 2001 18:01:40 -0400 (EDT)
From: "Thagirion" <rganuza@luna.cas.usf.edu> Add to Address BookAdd to Address Book
To: "Trajan" <trajan_x@yahoo.com>
Subject: About what's happened

Hi there. I figured I would write you an email since, people can look
at
our conversations in our forum. I figured I'd try to see if I could
get
in as stratofall and I could. I'm happy to see the new forums, but
after
all this konra stuff I'm still not very happy with the situation. I
think
I'm finally well enough to keep up with things after being sick for a
week. I've had two dreams about you and one got me rather worried. I
know you said it is your board, but that's not what we set out to do.
It
was supposed to be ours after we left kb, and that we would be better
than
kb. I still feel like the whole good cop bad cop situation. As you
saw I
didn't tell anyone that I'm a mod, because of what you had told me.
But
now looking back on that I think that was a mistake and I should have
said
something about it. It bothered me to come back a week later and to
see
you had made the forums we talked about but still had not upgraded my
status. Again I assure you that I will not mess with you lay out or go
power mad. You can see how Chris and I run our board, and I do not
encroch on his say. We are equals and work together and back each
other
up always. That's what I expected from this. I will tell you that I
will
not tolerate any enemies, and I do want to have the pleasure of banning
konra if you haven't already done so. I know he probably won't come
back,
but from how I've seen things give him time. And if any kb people came
over like nova I would not tolerate them either. If something needs to
be
deleted I would move it to our forum, or copy it in there and then
delete
it if it was in a good thread. Come man you know me. I think we need
to
be in touch more. Not communicating as often as we used to I think
we've
lost something and it does bother me.

The dream I had took place in the house I grew up in. i was outside,
and
you lived across the street. We were kids and we played a lot but I
hadn't seen you in a while. I have forgotten a lot of it already, but
I
think you wanted to sleep over at a 3rd friend's house or go somewhere.
I
asked if I could come and you kept running down the side walk. I'd
follow
you but when I caught up you'd run off again and never answer me. I
finally did catch up on the side of my house, and we argued. It wasn't
much of an argument. I clammed up like I always do and didn't know
what
to say, though I wanted to say a lot. Before i could respond to
something
that had been said, you'd say something else and I couldn't say
anything. That's pretty much where it ended and where I woke out of
it.

It's funny I tried to call you the other day, I had 54 mins left on my
card. I left a message on your machine. But when I called later it
said
I only had 10 left. I hung up and threw away the card. I'll get
another
one eventually.

I really hate that this be the only subject of this mail, but I really
have been thinking about how to tell you. I have the day off tomorrow,
and If I don't come to the labs I think I'll work on writing hen fight
and
work on some art for that. Hope to hear from you soon.

Des

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