Date: Fri, 19 Apr 2002 15:21:36 -0400 (EDT)
From: "Destroyah" <rganuza@luna.cas.usf.edu> Add to Address BookAdd to Address Book
To: "Trajan" <trajan_x@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Hi there

Well I still see you as a friend too, and I do not think this should
come
in the way of our friendship, though it has put a strain on it. I'm not
gonna end our friendship over this, you KNOW me better than that. I
would say it's a bloody battle, but we do need to talk it out. Talking
about
problems is important in a friendship, instead of just holding it
inside.

I just felt that it was like a punishment. I took a break because I
haven't been too happy, come back and still don't like things, so I
decide
to close my stories. You took away my admin status and I felt it was
because I closed the stories. I wasn't quiting complete. You said I
haven't done anything wrong, so I see no
reason for a change. I never abused my power when I had it. Yes I
feel I
can't defend myself because I can't ban people, I can't see who's come,
I
can't look at all the members at once, make custom titles and things
like
that. I'm the kind
of person that is happy just knowing I can do these things, but rarely
do
them.

You did mention that I contributed pictures, I also sent out emails to
people like kitora, only I have her email and you now, adcock, gojitom,
and others. I know you don't care for these people though. I also
spammed other boards when we were new, spammed my own boards and put up
a
huge link on the front page of my site. I could have dont a small link
on
my links page that one looks at. I thought the design and color
thing you wanted to do on your own, also why I told you on the phone
that
I wouldn't mess with those. I also didn't bother with that because I
didn't want you to think i was too eager and wanted to take the place
over
or something like that. Believe me that is not my intention.

I do appreciate you leaving the post by ethan up for me to see. I'm
fairly sure that's nova and I do consider him to be my enemy, stupid as
he
may be. I never said others couldn't play in x of x, I just didn't
want
references made to Dragonstar or comparing KW to KB. I'm sorry about
the
Gen 2 thing. I thought that we just wanted to get it to the point
where
prince Ghidorah was dead. Once I saw he was I thought that was a good
point to stop it. I do want mraa ban, she's been bugging me since the
moment she came over.

Let's not end this message on a sour note though. We are friends as we
have all these things in common. You were right, we get the good and
the
bad together. I can't believe I got the job at the same time you
did. Even death hits us simultaneously. I go in to do paper work
stuff
on monday then I start on wenesday. I don't know what to expect but
knw
it's gonna be hard to star the day at 6:30 every morning. I hope my
back
holds up through this and I think I'll be very happy with this job.

Des

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